Tuesday 1 March 2011

I had been in a relationship for a year but now I broke up with him. Before I used to think that the fault lies solely with him. I didn't like the feeling that he is trying to control over the things I want to do. He would care but I felt I didn't wanted his care also. Every small fight would make me to think that the reason was him and not me. But now as I figure out things....I feel like he was a perfect boy any girl would want to have, he showered all his love, gave his true part and what more could a girl want. I can see faces that are trying to say that I will repent on my decision for the times to come. At that very moment I feel guilty but I am not going to hold back. I will live with this guilt so that I remember to never treat any guy like I did right now. I don't want to repent on my decision because I know that what I did was right. He had been perfect that made me imperfect for him. I was the one not meant for the LOVE and not him and the moment I realised it I had to tell him. I wish him lots of happiness and success but don't want him back again in my life. I just want to be me and this is me presently with all the times for me and only me.